Farewell......Friends, and Summer. Hello.....Books and learning

So my good friend Tanya left a few hours ago to college all the way over in Seattle. We said our last goodbyes yesterday. It was very emotional. Me and Shawn nearly cried.

But Tanya did. It hurt to see her like that. But, she's off to make her life better and succeed. I wish her the best of luck in college. I know she'll have a great college life.

So school starts in two days. I'm excited, but at the same time I'm not. My classes are Orchestra, Show Choir, Anatomy/Physiology Honors, Algebra 2 Trig Honors, U.S. History Honors, and American Literature. Hmmmmmmmm.........EASY PEASY SCHOOL YEAR XD

I have such easy classes.

Bad Luck

I haven't forgotten about my diet plan. I've been going to the gym for the past week now. I used to weigh 183. Now I weigh less than 180. I hope to lose more. So far so good.

About 10 minutes ago, I was working on a new song. It sounded AMAZING. I was almost done editing the final bits of it. And THEN..........MY COMPUTER CRASHED D; I lost all the data to the song. I hate when that happens. So now I have to start from scratch again. Oh well. At least I got two other ones done before it crashed. Which is good.

Yesterday, I was on my iPod, at the pool, looking at the stars. Since I'm in Vegas there aren't very many visible. But last night was different. There were alot of them shining.

I decided to go to the 'Notes' app on my iPod and start writing about these fascinating objects. I was in a true moment of surrealness, relaxation. NOTHING could bother me. I was just dreaming about the sky. In the middle of my writing, my device decided to die on me. And I left my charger back at my father's house. So I'm stuck here with unfinished dreams to be written down for a while. I hope I can go back and grab my charger. Hopefully I remember.

I have had the greatest two weeks of my life. One of the best summers ever. I didn't let emotional things effect my mood. I didn't let other people bother me. I worried about my friends and myself.

Good.

'Hear Me Out' NOW

You were my inspiration to a new future
A new life
New friendships
New admiration
New everything

But you were just fake.
Don't be that way.

You don't need to do that.
People changed you
You're weak
You want to do the same things other people do.
But all it does is hurt others.

That one message. That one lie...............I regret reading.

On my mind........still

I still wish to support you.
But you talk shit constanly and lead me on.

Why should I help you out, when you do this to me.

I never did anything wrong.

I wish you weren't so different
But at the same time, I like you being different. Just some differences, I don't like.